Archive for June, 2005

.::. | mungkin… | .::.

Thursday, June 30th, 2005

Biarkanlah saja diriku sendirian tanpamu
Biarkanlah saja diriku sepi tanpa kata
Bukan maksud untuk membisu
Sepi tanpa kata
Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian

Mungkinkan bersama
Dua jiwa ini
Dalam mencari cinta sejati(nan suci)
Mungkinkah segala derita di jiwa
Akan terubat jua akhirnya

Biarkanlah saja diriku
Sendirian tanpamu
Terpisahnya kita kerana
Mengejar impian

Hanya satu pintaku
Sabarlah menanti
Ku kan pulang bersama cinta

.::. | my joint horoscope | .::.

Tuesday, June 28th, 2005

Honesty is indeed the best policy, especially for the two of you right now — so get real. The stars say there’s some ambiguity lurking; maybe something’s being hidden. It’s not lying about it if you just don’t mention it, right? If you’re having to ask yourself that question or are feeling a little pinch of conscience about this or that, you know it’s time to come clean. Hook yourself back up to your internal polygraph machine, and when the needle jumps, start talking.

:- dis is my joint horoscope with someone…totally correct!!!..dis thing is super cool!!

.::. | where hav it all gone??!! | .::.

Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . .

*1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y.
*2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for
a
second.
*3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
*4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
*5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all
times.
*6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her
how
much she means to you.
*7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the
most.
*8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice
is.
*9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out
with.
*10 . Write her notes. {she loves them}
*11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your
girlfriend.
*12 . Play with her hair.
*13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with
her.
*14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
*15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just
tell her
jokes.
*16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of
the
night just because you missed her.
*17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
*18. Carve your names into a Tree.
*19 . If she’s mad at you, kiss her.
*20 . Give her piggyback rides.
*21 . Bring her Flowers just because.
*22 . Treat her the same around your friends as
you do
when your alone.
*23 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
*24 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she
wants.
*25 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn’t any
music
playing.
*26 . Kiss her in the rain.
*27 . If your in love with her . . . Tell her.

p/s: to whom it may concern, hav u done it all? have u make me happy?

.::. | updating | .::.

Thursday, June 23rd, 2005

ade org tanye td.."saz, knp u dh lame tak update ur blog?"..

truth is..i have got nothing to tell…takde ape yg jadi n there’s nothing interesting to tell (mcm la slame ni ade pun :p)…haven’t think of my problems for quite sometime now…dont even wanna think about it..coz there’s nothing i can do about it..*sigh*

had an almost terrible headache yesterday…

god i hate headaches!!…d only pain that i cant stand…cant do anything when it attacks…cant think..cant do my work…bla3…if only u know n can feel d pain…i discovered that im suffering from migrain juz recently..luckily its not that bad..but then again…i hate it!!

slept the whole evening + night away…took panadols during d day but it didnt work…dlm pade sakit pale sempat lg tgk zul, adi n hakim derma darah…if i can i wud have done it…maybe some other time….my head was getting heavier lepas balik from work…d only thing i can think of is to sleep…mkn nasi as soon as i reached home..n went straight to bed..asked ba to wake me up time maghrib…n she did but i juz cant get up…ayah called for dinner..still i cant get up…so ibu decided that if i cant come down for dinner then d dinner will come to me *wth*..had my dinner, took my medicine n off to bed again…

im all well now..ade la skit2 sakit but i can handle it…

i feel empty *sigh*

.::. | happy father’s day!! | .::.

Sunday, June 19th, 2005

Photo0626today is father’s day…

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY, AYAH!!!

ayah is the kind of dad that’ll do juz about anything to make the whole family happy…even if it’ll cost him a fortune..

thank u ayah for having faith in me…n making decisions for me…i’ll be so lost without u..n might also be a loser without u…u gave me so much strength…i do not regret doing wat u want me to do…at least not yet :p …u know i’ll always turn to u when it comes to deciding my future…u’ll always have the right answers to almost everything…n i’ve  inherited ur stubbornness n a hell loads of everything else :p ..like father like daughter eh?

my father my hero ;;)..love u ayah!!! muuuaahhh!!!

feel like cutting my hair shoulder length..hmm…shud i o shud i not?…

.::. | sorry | .::.

Friday, June 17th, 2005

i am such a dumb ass..

i’ve hurt too many people…

cant stop u from hating me…

not ur fault…

to those i’ve hurt…

i am absolutely terribly sorry

.::. | hate | .::.

Thursday, June 16th, 2005

my guts r telling me that there r people out there that hates me..

im not surprise…even if its my own flesh n blood

feel free to let me know…

at least i know..that way..ur hate wont go to waste…

pls do let me know if u hate me..

tq

.::. | new experience | .::.

Monday, June 13th, 2005

played bowling for the very 1st time in my life..

gr8 experience..

nvr play it coz the fact that u have to share the shoes with everyone else is disgusting…

n the shoes are funny…

note: get ur own bowling shoes!! *ahaks*

.::. | bestest friend | .::.

Sunday, June 12th, 2005

i was as usual bored like hell when it comes to weekends lately…used to have every reasons to go out on weekends…now there seems to be no reason at all for me to hang out like i used to..*sigh*..i was at my lowest this afternoon..i even almost breakdown…had to be with someone..i needed a fren…when to ain…mintak simpati to fill my emptiness..but sadly…being a busy IT specialist( ke?) that she is…she can only make it after 4..i cant wait..by then it’ll be late…next on the list..my newest bestest fren in the whole wide world…adi…the only problem is…had to go to sunway all by myself…*haih*…better drive alone than thinking of wat i shudnt be thinking…being a good fren that he is…he was willing to accompany me eventho he was not feeling really well ( i didnt know )…*hugs*…drove to sunway with 60% of confidence level to reach there tanpa sesat…*ahaks*…thank god sampai jugak n tak sesat pun..*kih3*…went to watch star wars 3…*yeay*..it’s adi’s 2nd time…b4 the show…went for orange t-shirt hunt…adi forced me to try on pink baby t…which i dont think pink is a suitable colour for me…he gave me that kesian look…n i tried it on esp for him…*ahaks*…went from 1 store to another till it was show time…bought a caramel combo..n adi had to eat most of it coz i cant finish it…*ahahaha*..he had to eat d popcorn n he was cold.. :(.. sian sgt wished there something i cud do to help..

after the show we continued shopping…bought new pair of sandals, a bag n 2 baby tees(orange & pink!!)..*ahaks*..n yet adi menghasut me to get new pair of earings plakk…dh abis duit dh ni…no more shopping for me..enough is enough…i’ll go bankrupt if this continue…*ahaks*…dh tak tau nk buat ape..so its time for us to go home…im tried…guess i’ll be sleeping early today…2mrw..d start of a new week…*sigh*…

toodles

.::. | letting go | .::.

Thursday, June 9th, 2005

juz as i tot i have successfully forget all the pains i’ve been going through…i was totally wrong…i managed to forget it for a moment…but its been there the whole time…someone told me that u can nvr forget…but u have to let go…well..im learning to let go..till its finally over..i’ll be in hell…

aahhh…hati ini sakit!!