Archive for August, 2005

.::. | 48th Merdeka Day | .::.

Tuesday, August 30th, 2005

its merdeka eve again..gosh..its been a year..to those celebrating…happy merdeka day!! hope u know wat ur celebrating..

i still remember my merdeka celebration last year..it was..hmmm…anyway..we decided to go and celebrate it at BB..he picked me up at home at around 5 o 6 pm…stayed at his place till 9 o so…n went to BB..we were wearing red tops n blue jeans…purposely kuar awal to avoid traffic…parked kt blkg istana hotel n walked to BB n lepak kt bwh monorial till merdeka…stand there clueless..there was a stage at d end of d road n there were people on it…but they spoke in chinese so i dont understand sepatah haram…ended up staring at people…getting bored..ahaha..i can still remember our face..hahaha…there were street performers…chinese teenagers spraying their frens around..they seem to hv so much fun..haih..while we were waiting for d countdown..dtg la sorg minah bg KOSMO! free..it was d 1st edition of KOSMO!..so hepi birthday KOSMO!…since i got nothing to do..read d paper sampai tk sedar org lain dh dok countdown…tetau people were all going crazy especially w d spray thingie…n since we were stand by side of d road..kene la jugak spray..ade yg purposely sprayed me..ade yg tk sengaje..kuang ajar…didnt stay long…walked to d car rite after d countdown n it was so packed..reached home at around 2…woke up d next day jz to get "bebel"ed at by mom for coming home at 2…aaarrrggghh!!!..it was merdeka celebration for crying out loud..it wont be a celebration if i were to get home by 10…

so there it was…my merdeka celebration..its was a memory..part of my sweet memories..part of my history..part of my life..part of me…

hey..do u really understand wat being indepent is all about?

.::. | wen a girl loves a guy | .::.

Monday, August 22nd, 2005

Guys.
realize that the girl holding onto u..
is PERFECT in their own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you…

Always remember that.

She can always walk away and up,
getting someone else who can love her more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for you.

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving
her now,
fufill her every need and love her as much as she
loves you.

Understand that.

Girls have a huge guilty concience.
…imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today…
and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing
another gal.
and then you run back to her…
and u do the same….
but you see love in her eyes…
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel guilty?

She loves you not because you are good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car or bike.

It’s because..
she loves you…. n FOR YOU.
she loves the way you laugh,
the way you sleep,
the way you hug and hold her,
make every little bad thing go away.
That’s why she loves you.
Always remember that.

There might be another guy…
who wants to have what you have.
So dun let relationships run wrong.
You might never have another chance with that
girl.