HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH!!!!
sorry ar..i lost count of ur age..ahahaha…stopped counting at 50…so for me u r still 50 n not a yr older.never..love u bunch
sometimes i jz dont get it…wat is it with people n sticking their nose in my life? so wat if i wanna get a new hair cut o colour my hair green? so wat if im extremely close w a guy? who cares if im single o dating someone? y cant a guy n a girl be besfrens? y do people have to think tht there is more to it thn being besfrens? is there some kind of a rule that a guy n a girl cant be frens? they cant even be close? does it always hv to be love wen d 2 of them r close? so wat if im with someone? i didnt ask for ur money o ur time o anything tht hv got to do w u…im living my life d way i wanna live my life…n u shud too…i’ll tell u wat u shud knw n wat u shudnt knw…there r things in life tht we can share n there r things tht we jz cant share w everyone…only certain people can knw only if i want them to knw…
n yea..i do have a guy besfren…he was there wen i was at my worst…he helped in every possible way tht he can…he cheered me up wenever i was down…he was there wen i needed someone d most…eventhough i’ve only knwn him for a few months…i think i knwn him my whole life…
i am thankful for d frens tht i hv around me…u guys mean so much to me…i cudnt have been this strong if i was left alone.love u all sooooooo much!! *muuuaahhh*
currently listening to: breathe again - toni braxton
2 more weeks of working..yeay!!!!
im getting sick of waking up really early in d morning jz to be in a really boring place with nothing much to look at…n not much to talk about…but of course…no matter how boring a place can be…there’s always something tht i cant take my eyes off *batting eyelashes*…
seriously…im getting sick of the place…n surprisingly..im getting sick of the people too..n yeah..they r getting sick of having me around too..dont forget that…people dont always like u…theres always those who cant even look at u jz coz they dont knw u…to hell with them…*wahaha*
2mrw..Dr Sithi is coming over to pay me a visit..he wanted me to do a lil presentation on the company n wat i’ve been doing for d whole industrial training…damn ar…kene buat slides…benci2…
its almost 1.30am…off to bed now..or i wont b able to get up pg kang..
nitey nite…
btw..here’s something to share…
suke sgt lagu ni…hihihihi
"Behind These Hazel Eyes"
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin’ could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No, I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it, can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
‘Cause I can’t breathe
No, I can’t sleep
I’m barely hangin’ on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it, can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside
Anymore…
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it, can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it, can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
