mocha chocha

raye is jz around d corner…

makin hari time seems to move a lil faster..

tetau jer dh raye…

but im not feeling it..

semangat dh kurang i guess..

frens dh merate ntah gi memane..

yg bz ngan kerje…yg study ntah kt mane…yg jauh..yg tk keep in touch..yg keep in touch tp online jer…

raye will never be like it was before anymore..

dis raye..ain will be extremely bz with her sister’s wedding…

n farah too i guess..

fakhrul? ade open house lg ker?

nuar? ain kate nuar jauh..

bain? tunggu ko turun kl je la baru jumpe..

najwa? bz ngan i dont knw wat..work o bf o wat ever..

amie? ilang dh..tk tau gi mane…bz w study like always kot..

abg wan? guess u’ll be with ur frens huh? o with ur family back in melake n kedah hah? o probably bz w ur sister’s wedding jgk..

salwa? depan rumahj er…tp susah yg amat nye nk nmpk muke dia…

ash, sarah, farahana, fir, fatin? sume umah dekat2…tp sume susah nk jumpe..

adi, zul, onte, mayo? baru kenal…probably we wont be "raye"ing sesame..

aaaahhhh..bosan..

anyway…

selamat hari raye…mintak ampun for everything dr 1st day kenal until today…

freaking bored..

cant sleep…

end up watching The Longest Yard…

FOOTBALL…FOOTBALL…FOOTBALL

there’s a lot of "i like" guys in it…

goldberg, diesel, nelly…loads of other yummilicious guys…

n not to forget

stone cold…i lurve!!!

men in uniform…I’M LOVING IT!!

done with charmed and desperate housewives..

cant wait for d next episode of OTH…

Sometimes they come back huh?…ppppfffftttttt….

u have got to be kidding me…

y cant friends remain friends no matter how ugly it was?

y must there be an end to everything?

y do we run from problems rather than facing it?

y do we run from people?

y do i have so many questions with no answers?

i’ll be quiet now…like i always have..always

i’ll just keep it to myself…

dont forget to come visit me at the mental hospital…just in case

toodles

had not been feeling really well these couple of days.constant headaches, feeling weak, wanting to throw up, blablabla…

it all started with this thing in my throat.tot i cud get it out everytime i brushed my teeth but still the thing is there and i cud feel it growing..tried to get it out a couple of times but failed.thought itll go away by itself but i was wrong.lil that i know, the thing was getting worse by the day.

didnt notice that my tonsil was swelling until i noticed a white spot on my tonsil.checked again that nite, as i was starting to freak out, there were 2 white spots now.went to dad to check it for me coz i tot i was imagining it.he saw wat i saw.that nite, i cudnt go to sleep.things were running through my head…if i were to go n see the doctor,he might have to remove my tonsil..or its some kind of a cancer..blablabla..that sort of things..

went to d doctor yesterday morning for a check up n to know what im having..sadly, he cant see the spot..all he saw was my swollen gum…duuuhhhh!!! cant u see the tooth underneath it?? finally, he saw my swollen tonsil plus the spot i think…thank goodness u r not blind yet!!…all he said was "oh..its tonsil..its tonsil"….n i was like.."is that all? is that all u cud say? i was freaking out u freak!! everyone has tonsil..but wat is wrong with mine??" but of course..i cudnt let that out in words..ha3…but im satisfied with that..dont wanna know anything else..like "oh btw, u’re gonna die in 10 days bcoz of that tonsil of urs"..so..he gave me this antibiotics, difflams (dis sucking med that’ll make everything in ur mouth go numb) n a bottle of gargle thingie.

the spot is gone now but my tonsil is still swells.hope im getting better and not getting sick any time soon..

oh..here’s a pic of my swollen tonsil with white spot on it..enjoy!!

1st day of Ramadhan…n im staying home w chores…

HAPPY FASTING PEOPLE!!!!

coming up next month…RAYEEEEE!!!.

cant wait..hihihi

toodles